Transition

Since Nora died I don't really like to say she died or she passed away as if she no longer exists somehow. I instead like the word transitioned or words transitioned home. I do feel like our real home is "heaven" and we are just visitors here learning, teaching, helping, growing in whatever way we are meant to. I feel like Nora's purpose what to teach us how to live and to inspire anyone that hears about her to be a more loving being.  I don't know what my purpose it yet ... it will unfold in time.

It is weird how much I know Nora still exists and how close she is to us still. I see sparks of light often, it is her. Just this morning I saw a little spark while Evie was playing "cave." I use my legs to prop up the blankets in bed so it is like a cave and she plays under the covers with her favorite animals and such. Not two seconds after I saw the spark Evie said, "Nora just tickled my tummy." About a week ago I asked Evie if she sees Nora and she sayed, "Yes. She wakes me up and tickles my tummy." She also says she sees Nora in natural objects like trees and rocks. I was feeling particularly sad last week for a couple days. I was missing her so badly one morning I begged her to let me see her. Then later in the day I was driving to the St. Cloud mall in the middle of the city. I looked up and there was a low flying bald eagle circling my car. I looked up and the eagle was looking right at me. I waved to her. Then it disappeared ...

She is with us inspiring, supporting, protecting, encouraging, and loving us.  I really can't wait to see her again but right now I know my purpose is not completed and she is with me whether I can see her or not.